Nurture Me

Image credit: Arahia Andrews

Image credit: Arahia Andrews

Nurture Me

I am a seed

Who really wants to grow

In order to reach my full potential

There are things you must know

From difficult foundations, I have arrived

The soil in my home is rough

Support and encouragement is what I require

A reminder I am enough

 

Internalised racism accommodates my being

Uncertainty and doubt fill my heart

Wondering which pathway to take

Wondering how to start

Trying to find my identity

To figure out who I am

Where did my people come from?

Where is my place in this land?

The story of colonisation is absent

In this system that we learn

The injustice and oppression

Racism and discrimination taking turns

For those of us of colour

We have already commenced on a back foot

In this game of life that we endeavour

On this land the colonisers took

Wandering through school and life

Searching for a glimmer of hope

Trying to find ways to overcome adversity

Walking a tight rope

So when you see me shaken

Wobbling on a thin line

Yelling and screaming is not necessary

I need someone to be kind

Someone to remind me of my worth

Encourage me and my strengths

When my world could be crumbling

But I know most will not go to these lengths

I do not need to be cursed at

I get enough of that at home

And please don’t put me in a box

I am not a docile drone

Inside I know I am smart

I have talents and skills to show

But when I am constantly undermined

Self-doubt creeps in slow

Although I get good grades

Like my peers of lighter skin

It seems the acknowledgement is absent

I have to try harder to get a grin

Expected to be a teen parent

Because I am young and brown

Ignorant to my dreams and capabilities

Constantly put down

All we need is love and support

Someone to provide a listening ear

Help to ignite that inner flame

To help overcome our fears

Internal barriers of self-doubt

Invisible to the outside world

So please help us take the next step

To let our sails unfurl

I am a seed

Who really wants to grow

To help me reach my full potential

These things you must know

Nurture Me

-A.A


Arahia Andrews

Arahia Andrews (Ngāti Porou, Te Aitanga A Māhaki, Ngā Puhi, Tainui) is a registered nurse, poet and creative. Her song writing and guitar is one of the ways that she expresses her creativity.

She also spends time sketching nature inspired images with a mixture of realism and a cartoonist but abstract touch. Sometimes she might draw Māori women with moko in contemporary clothing.

Last year, she was inspired to write her first poem after a failed relationship. She says:

“My writing has become a vessel for me to explore and better understand how my life experiences have shaped me to become the person who I am today.”

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